It was Vanessa’s favourite place in the world.
On that winter day, Vanessa walked along the creek behind
the cul-de-sac all the way to the river on the north side and then to the part
of town where the houses were tiny but the streets were straight and logical.
In her pocket, she carried Aunt Mary’s gift from her mother, Ruth, who was
Mary’s sister.
When Mary opened the door, she gave a raspy, “Come here,
girl!” and enveloped Vanessa with her plump arms and soft bosom. She smelled of
vanilla and earth and laughed as the two of them rocked back and forth. She was
dressed in the red velvet robe, the one she wore on “special occasions”. Her others—one for each day of the week—were
only “a sorry woman’s sari” a joke Vanessa didn’t get until many years later.
Mary quickly ushered her into her favourite chair in the
living room—a plush recliner that could only be described as “burnt orange”.
Soon, she had a cat in her lap, a pillow under one arm, and a cup of mulled
wine that warmed her inside and out in the chilly room. She chatted excitedly
about her upcoming early graduation and starting college the next month.
Vanessa watched carefully as Mary opened the envelope with a
perfectly manicured nail the colour of the wine she squeezed from a box
throughout the day. She smiled and raised an eyebrow as if to say, “Well, well.
What have we got here?” Usually, Ruth bought Mary candles or bubble bath.
As a rule, Ruth never went to Mary’s house, claiming an
allergy to smoke. But Vanessa once overheard her mother tell a friend “I had to
hose myself down with disinfectant. Absolutely vile. How can she live like
that?”
Vanessa never understood why people said her mother and aunt
were “chalk and cheese”. Chalk and cheese are both white, soft, and break
easily. They were more like chiffon and chutney. In high school, Mary derided Ruth’s “white suburban
Stepford wife dream”, and Ruth sneered at Mary’s penchant for “hitchhiking
god-knows-where, mixing with all sorts of low-lifes.”
Mary stared at the paper as if doing so would change the
words. Her eyes were slightly narrowed and Vanessa could see the lines above
her lips which her mother always referred to as “smoker’s wrinkles”. The
voucher for a manicure was cruel on three levels—it was the type of impersonal
gift you might get from a boss; Mary did her own manicures impeccably; and Mary
rarely left the house.
Though Ruth was a housewife, it was Mary who spent the most
time at home. In her 30s, the endless highways and unexplored towns that had
been her freedom had become giant mouths threatening to swallow her whole. If
she walked past the barrier of her sidewalk, she heard a deafening static like
a broken TV. The first time it happened she thought she was having a heart
attack or stroke. But after all the MRI scans and several more attacks, she was
diagnosed with anxiety disorder and agoraphobia.
To supplement her disability income, she read palms. She
predicted enough adulterous affairs, twins, heart attacks, and job offers to be
considered “the real deal” and through word of mouth, often had as many as five
clients in a week. Ruth had once said, “Clients? More like suckers. She takes
their money for a lie and then takes their tax money to pay for her invisible
illness.”
Mary put the voucher on a tall pile of magazines and smiled
warmly at Vanessa. “Cash would have been better. I could have treated us to a
pizza! Ah well, it’s the thought that counts, right? How about a refill of
Christmas juice and then we’ll do that reading you’re always bugging me for. Consider
it your Christmas and graduation gift.”
Vanessa jumped up, cat and pillow falling to the floor, and
rushed over to give Mary a hug. She’d been begging for Mary to read her palm
for years, but Mary had always said, “In the long run, it’s best not to know
what’s going to happen.”
As she entered The Room, a spare bedroom whose walls had
been painted with tree murals so realistic, Vanessa could almost smell the pine
needles and hear the wind in the leaves. The only furniture was a table covered
with a maroon velvet cloth and four chairs, all different sizes and styles. A
cd player sat in the corner, playing “Rain Forest Meditation”. The heavy
curtains were tied back and the bright winter sunlight made the room less
creepy than usual.
Vanessa never told a soul her aunt saw that she’d have to
search many corners of the earth before she found her true love. After graduating,
much to the dismay of her parents, she joined the Peace Corps and was away for
several years.
When Mary and Ruth’s mother died, Vanessa came home for the
funeral, a man black as night on her arm. When she saw Mary, she gushed, “You
were right all those years ago. Look, I found him. Best gift ever.” Zeke,
having heard many a time that he was Vanessa’s destiny, smiled and thanked Mary.
Ruth, who overheard the exchange, demanded to know what they were talking
about.
After Vanessa recounted the entire romantic tale, the
sisters locked eyes, on Mary’s face the slightest triumphant smirk. It was a
look borne from a lifetime of the tug of war of hurt and payback.
Mary leaned and whispered in Ruth’s ear. “Maybe I should
have just given her a voucher, eh?”